Monday, July 2, 2007
...stanstan~
Changes. Changes can be little or extreme, good and/or bad. Some people take a longer time to adapt to changes, some others take lesser time.
Since the start of this new term, many changes set in. Example, a 'missing' classmate, some of us can bearly let it go. Some let it go the next minute after hearing the news. Another example, though insignificant, is the change of my looks - which doesnt need time to adapt to.
People get stressed or frustrated, angry or happy, shocked or surprised by changes. Some people mull over changes, they dont like it, they dont wanna adapt to it, they want things to be the same. Thats when we get emotional, and keep asking ourselves WHY, or ask the one who changed WHY - many many times. The only solution is time. Time could fix many things that we cant predict or things that are predestined / fate.
Personally, I hate changes. I get all emotional and keep asking WHY-questions. I didnt want YS to go. He was a new friend. All poly friends are new, and i didnt want to lose any. I grew to love you all. Treated you guys more than just normal classmates, but REAL friends. I started to face reality, and eventually and quite fortunately got over YS's 'case'. I even tried to go Perth, but there are things in the way. e.g. mum doesnt feel safe letting me go, kept giving excuses.. but the truth is, she didnt want to spend the money sending me there. I THOUGHT it wasnt an issue, but.... it seems so.
Time also destroys things. Time destroys friendship, at the same time it can strengthen friendship. As people part ways, the soul to soul connection weakens, soon friendship fades a little. Question is: how sure are we that it wont happen between us and YS? How sure are you to even say there'll DEFINITELY be a day we can all meet up and catch up on all the things we didnt have time for?
Before I even think of going into detail for that, I better shut up here.
Well, whatever. I'm emo'ing - A LITTLE! I hate changes, I didnt like adapting to changes. Amend changes, ignore changes, or simply embrace them. I told myself, since others could do it, why not me? Yah... i'm pretty much over that change. Now its your turn to if you havent.
Some of the things that i say here are just my thoughts.
-`stanstan*~
...dunnoe lah...
Posted at 8:06 AM